oh that's eighteen everyone
is hiding from someone or something
sometimes even hide from ourselves
me
hide because we're secrets
right now
secrets that were scared of people lying
down
hi
a man he like everyone else
so he high returns in or something
or not
now
only hi would do it
how shell
but sooner or later
that might of hiding so that people
can see us
so did you have fun louise house
today
of course
dad did me a sale for dinner
cause you can't cook
why would you say that
because mom never let's be as sale
for dinner
yes
i let you have cereal because i
brought the spaghetti
your perceptive kid aren't you what percentage
mean her sept if it means you
smell the burnt jenner and you figured
me out
oh yeah i'm pretty present day if
her set do
although your english could use some work
go get ready for bed
okay thanks daddy maybe some day you
meet perceptive to
thanks slamming
how do you burn spaghetti
it's like running cereal
oh
lucky i got that right
i'm michelle does this every single night
dear god please oh my dad he's
really been seen all sides with him
please have to finish of his homework
seconds them are telling me masa please
help our and now so please not
live like the birthday person i mean
him in jesus' name email
hi help likes of fraud catch i
got and but i really want to
get any the robot spaceship sat i
know simon the theory
robots spaceship set cost a lot of
money if i get this new job
maybe we can afford that next time
okay
remember
very nice and be friendly with the
other kids not just louis
okay i will a dad
hi simon by mr carmichael thema you
go back tomorrow and play with loosing
should we have or came after about
four o'clock makes tell though see it
she had a great time okay i
will oh are you simon said yes
do you maybe have any other kids
your half like a pilot
oh well see haven't yet jobs i
mean to me that i'm lance mother
and as i just i did windows
floors make leave same sas anything really
sorry i can't right now i don't
have time so got some errands to
run but maybe someones on okay thing
time and by an app
hi i'm is that the girl emma
even been trying for yeah that's her
laser surveil amazing staying current party she's
not really the same age as you
guys she's more lose his friends
smite like to come to a party
down stairs now her dad and mom
works thought so she gets family how
do you know that she told me
she is a sits by yourself out
why so sometimes me let go eat
well for
so
happy birthday
so what's the deal with the girl
emma
she comes over your all the time
even when lucy or lily our home
always looking for something to do
he's kind of a test the day
the term
has she gone
yeah that's origin come back after horse
can tomorrow
things that i just do anything
she sunni
i finally told emma lucy was at
horse camp
no i said you can come back
after losing gets back from more scale
tomorrow after that
okay
like i say she comes over all
the time sometimes lucy just doesn't want
to play with their and hamburgers and
take no for an answer
but enough about the girls
what's wrong with you
i'm fine
i mean good how are things you
fantastic
i'm so blessed to be stress right
i do want to come in the
theater basement
hey sorry guys are we really need
that that palestine races stallion race
we wanted was a little birth party
oh can i say on this is
has been good
each kid gets arrived on a horse
i'm sorry to one it worth it
would you react five minutes
i caught my eye to eye sight
you still are proposing tonight
you think pastor tom also found that
might be awkward especially you taking over
a senior bass
i haven't gotten a job yet
but i doubt he'll come
listen i'm gonna run i've got some
errands and
now i'll catch you later
yeah
oh
michelle and stuff and of silence and
i know i'm going to pick him
up should we background for the party
and to get me
sounds good
ambulance that
he has
stallion news
will be sealed
it's been nice i mean on him
rest
hello tom
are you doing
fine
so i was just here for ya
my last checked
okay
i never liked direct deposit i like
to hold my check in my hand
you know
the i guess
i guess ah sierra are you coming
to the poker game
maybe lucy
well i hope to see their out
i better get going against papers to
do
sorry
do you hope to see me either
sure
why wouldn't i
because it's awkward nobody wants to be
seen with me anymore
you're about to take my job
tom i'm sorry
and way to focus
i don't think you slotted to get
my job or anything
and i know you could use the
money
we're doing okay
but what really gets me as you
would rather have just said you were
fine ask me how i was doing
so i could say fine and then
just keep on walking
i'm sorry what do you want me
to say
why did you ask me what happened
to the details really matter don't they
you had an affair you like the
church about it and now you've left
betty does that about sum it up
well there's a lot more to it
than that
you know not what i had to
go through
no i dogs and it doesn't really
matter
i mean it doesn't justify what you
did and are doing my wife was
constantly bringing me down
she wanted the role of pastor's wife
she didn't want to be my wife
and that's relevant how
she expected me to be perfect always
correcting me trying to make me match
up to some picture perfect ideal life
she had she was always worried about
what others thought but she never actually
cared what i thought i know marriage
is difficult time you've reached on that
many times but you know it doesn't
make your sin right
the see like to go back i
know it sounds selfish but
i think i'd really does provide for
my needs to
tom there is nothing that i can
tell you that you don't already know
what you do know what the right
thing to do is well maybe the
right thing is as black and white
walls thought
i will god really abandoned me if
i don't stay married to betty my
entire life and that's not exactly fair
but for the rest of your life
that is the war you gave to
betty and god i don't the god
will abandon you what i do know
that divorce and an affair aren't part
of god's plan for your life
my life
what about the plan for you your
like
you mean i talked to michelle
what are you saying how do you
think the board will react when they
find out about your personal life things
you'd rather keep secret
i don't have anything mine
priscilla come on your side here
i'm just trying to open your eyes
the true should set us free not
make us afraid of what others might
say so
your truth about your affair has set
you free in a way i was
living a lie before but now i'm
going to start living the life i
was meant to live the kind of
life i've always wanted with someone who
actually loves mean for me tom i'm
sorry that your life is betty wasn't
nice i wish i could help
what you know what i think you
need to do and it isn't to
move in with the church secretary don't
worry about his get by some
well i'll be right for you
because i've come to realize that i
was wrong
i was wrong for not being true
to myself
i'm sorry things hadn't happened like this
but i think it's all going to
be for the best
i don't even know what that means
that means that most people are living
a lie and i was one of
them but not anymore
i've gotta go it was going to
see you again
look i'm sorry if i came off
been lost on
and i really think we all need
to come clean and be honest
and i really do hope the you
and the rest of the church able
to do well i don't agree with
ones
thing is better
related
leaving
selfish
can't leave i didn't see what a
phony he was
yeah okay chris
you time
late night
and i'll get my second wins
second wind up i think you just
need to know your limits like me
i'm good to eleven pm the mets
it it what until eleven pm certainly
not cards
besides chris is upset bob struggles peanuts
i'm hi guys really it was good
game
one of the close up suffer
does anyone have any requests am i
think we need to pray that we
find a new senior pastor and soon
that guest speaker last week was just
plain scary seriously gandalf is a heathen
wizard fun of the future when i
want to grab ganassi news staff and
just take their guy and send them
to up or dinner party
okay and no one else i'll pray
and heard of the ravens make the
playoffs this year
her was way too many question goals
last season am i right guys
seriously guys what can we break or
seems like are all good
how about you chris what's been going
with you
everything's fine i'm good
correct me
my mom hamburger
waited for you to finish your perfect
i'm not happy with the right now
you need to figure it out of
hand
sorry person on know what to say
anything we can do
no i'm fine
have some stuff to work out
okay with on amazon
i'm glad he doesn't want to talk
about it
i don't know what to tell him
besides right i'm some this mess anyway
ah i'm sorry chris
my sister husband would be something like
this
that like you guys and prayer
thanks yeah i'm really not that big
of a deal
with our pastor having an affair in
our assistant pastor having marriage problems to
we're really going to start losing people
at the church or numbers are down
as it is i don't want to
go to one of those tiny churches
yeah you know everyone has our problems
and their marriages at some point you
know i wouldn't worry about don't know
where you out in fact i have
a place you can stay you can
stay in my spare room if you
want
no one's moving out
okay
that's too bad i missed helping out
the church last week i need to
get some credit summer this would have
been easy
will pray for chris i'm michelle to
work things out also pray that are
senior pastor position gets filled some oh
and of the ravens make the playoffs
thanks deal but don't spend too much
time praying for me okay michelle be
back to will work everything out when
she gets back we just please stop
talking about it
what else do we need to pray
for
maybe your anger issue
the really prayed that the ravens win
have a lot of money riding on
his came and darling finds out of
foster number five thousand dollars
she's gonna kill me
i hope they believe me that this
isn't a big deal
i don't wanna lose that senior pastor
job
besides these guys have their own issues
and to take care of
maybe we should pray for for tom
to yeah i know they messed up
and all but maybe we can pray
that god shows from the era of
his ways
okay operators were chris daughtry your secret
is safe with us
this prisoners
dear jesus please forgive us for a
sense thank you for all the blessing
to poured out on this and thank
you for giving us the chance to
help others
please work things out with chris and
michelle
please show the elders who to choose
replace past tom and he'll pastor tom
to
oh and please that the ravens to
well this season
a man
hail did you forget your phone again
dale
okay
he's then not going to sleep yet
aren't you go town good night
and
so how's your mom
he's fine
first let's not do this
do what
pretend that everything's fine when it's not
what do you want me to do
you know what i want
i know assault on today
actually in the parking lot
that's great i song to what's your
point
he's
so blind to what he's doing and
how wrong it is
i actually feel sorry for em
how can you feel sorry for him
he's just trying to make himself happy
and relieved betty anyway
she always seem to bossy
what about what he's doing the betty
into the church or he's always miserable
happiness isn't everything that's part of your
problem and what's that supposed to mean
you just want me to take the
job at your dad's company so we
can have more money to buy more
stuff you just don't want to make
sacrifices what is so wrong about having
a little extra money in our pocket
for a
change and to have some stability to
have you home at night and on
the weekends all the other wives i
know get that
my job is more than a job
it's about serving others
life is about more than money while
i wouldn't know that we never have
any
do yourself right now do you realize
how shallow that sounds fine and i
sound shallow but when am i allowed
to have anything for myself i don't
know what i need to do what
i feel called to do and do
you feel called to do this the
gods how you this is what he
wants you to do i believe so
well
did you didn't he
no he didn't audibly tell me but
this is what i feel i'm supposed
to do
and what if it's just what you
want to do to be the hero
for everyone but your own life
what do you want me to do
i can't quit my job i made
a commitment and this is what god
wants me to do
i can't keep sacrificing for your job
low
no it's not too late i was
up
yes
really
how can i just didn't know you're
going to make their decision so soon
yeah
well yeah i definitely want a job
no that sounds great
sure yeah see you sunday
okay
and you very much
i might
well
i can't drive a senior pastor what
yeah can you believe it know after
everything we've just talked it out
going to make this decision together
you're putting me in an impossible situation
to choose between you and god
life is short
i want to enjoy my time with
you and with simon
and i want to enjoy the things
that god has given us is that
so
show i understand what you're saying i
really do but when i look out
there all i see is a bunch
of phone is all i see are
people who are not truly living what
they believe i don't want to be
one of those people
i've said all i can
you do what you want
you always do
why she says selfish sometimes
simon adventure and bed and was i
heard the money you guys were allowed
sorry money
get the new job
yeah i do
how come mommy's happy one
it's complicated
well i she yes
wants me to have more time with
you guys i want that to
i know
this means to have more money right
yeah
have a little bit more maybe mommy
doesn't understand that our talent
cod
what do you want me to do
yeah i'm not nelson
what they have some
sorry simon not right now there's no
time
simon i said no
right now look at it later
good morning everyone
much better
ah before morning announcements i have a
special announcement to make after a long
and thoughtful search and with much prayer
or elders have decided to hire a
new senior pastor our very own chris
billings
yeah definitely deserve
religion for it to pass or chris
leading us as god wills
chris is there anything that you'd like
to say would you like to come
up
thank you all for the encouragement
let me say thank you to the
elders or
choosing needs fill this role of senior
pastor here the church
i look forward to being able to
serve all of you
and i have some great ideas for
our future
i know we've had some difficulty lately
the church
i know that i
i mean we have had some
difficulty
but it's time that we set our
priorities in order
but it's time that we put our
priorities in order
and we focus on what's important
sign that we move forward and focus
on what god
as called us to
it's going to take some time to
make things right
but i'm going to focus my attention
on this church
getting his back
right
but when i look out there all
i see is a bunch of phone
is all i see are people who
are not truly living what they believe
i don't want to be one of
those people stallion
has been nice
selfish
can i didn't see the phone or
he was i hope and believe me
that this isn't a big deal
lose that senior pastor job
he signs these guys have their own
issues
not now sign
sorry simon not right now the time
we only to take a deep hard
look
where we've come from so that we
can have a vision to move forward
ah
i'm prepared these words but i
can't say that
i think the first person who needs
to take deep hard look at himself
is me
i don't deserve this
ah
i'm not really the person you think
i am
i don't deserve this
i'm not sure i'm even the person
i thought i was
i have my own problems but you
know sometimes i looked down on others
think that i'm better than them
i say that i want to be
there to help people but up
my first priority is getting what i
want
i looked down on pastor tom's having
an affair
but i haven't been spending enough time
with my own family
i i
i want to be successful in the
ministry but i've made that my calling
other than hearing god
over these past several years i've been
chasing that success to get here
rather than spending time with my family
and others
i could go on but i don't
think i need to
all this time i've been worried about
those
who i thought with a phone is
around me
i've i've missed the phony right in
the mirror
this church
all of you
weiss my son
and most importantly god
deserve better
so i'm sorry to disappoint you but
ah
i'm going to have to decline on
being senior pastor
at least for now
ah
that was quite a i'm an expected
speech passer chris
our board of elders will be looking
at the situation and dom will be
answering any questions or you may have
in due time
let's get back to the morning announcements
wanna thank you all again for coming
to our saturday afternoon bible study
or as some have jokingly called it
tony's for jesus
i want you all to no first
off that our goal here is to
be
open and honest with one another and
to get to know each other for
real
so that we can be honest with
ourselves
and we can truly share the gospel
an authentic way
we've all been is at times
and we tend to put on masks
because of our fears and are selfishness
but no one here
is judging you because we're on the
same boat
so let's pray and then we'll set
up for our meal before we actually
start or study
dear god thank you for the this
meal
and for everything and give us
not just for the obvious blessings that
you give us
but also difficult situations that you allow
my mouth
the you used to teach us know
you
jesus name
you can
am i could give you a female
orgasm
i want to mother going to be
joining us tonight
sabina just whatever he does anyone have
seen
great i'm so glad you did come
to thank you for inviting live in
florida
you're welcome union man you are pay
too much that tiny ass anyway glad
to help
that's really nice of you to run
out your basement and on her mom
it was your idea that the should
have been mind we certainly have enough
space and i really didn't need that
theater
and then or mom live in in
a terrible oh shit
and with the bright side is is
this will help you recover some of
that money lost on those football games
would have been it would have it
would have found was charged them anything
wow
that's great for you to help that
way
but you know it might make them
feel more part of the community if
you charge them a reasonable amount
i told them his mom's they can
stay with some couple months they get
settled in a corner than some of
their other bills then we can discuss
where it
so what about the five thousand dollars
he lost
hate to say that i've lost more
than that over the years
but in truth
i think i the feel the pain
from my mistakes
some things we can do without blake
individual horses at my son's birthday party
i wasn't going to say anything but
i didn't think that was a bit
much
you know those horses were probably more
for me that him anyone
louis doesn't even like horses a limit
and which mean you'd be surprised the
things we think we need but we
actually don't
let's go get dinner
love the taste on the your lights
favors potato salad
then we can talk more about this
whole were listening
you guys
the to pay were
i find the town anatomy
like otherwise you might miss out on
us as
thanks
that's given me great fans including my
god yeah my time with family
try and about that
so we're
you want to control
why do you prefer
here
either
how to react humor
never
okay
that guy
that every week
for a new or
the red herring
yeah yeah this guy i think we
need to pray that we find a
new path senior pastor to that that
a marriage
i think that we try
like the away from his get a
week later
you're welcome
pay for that part anyway
and
what
a there
now
when after
okay